No direction

Even though all of us go through a period of life when we haven' the slightest clue what we are doing. I seem to have been in an extended version limbo, with no guidance, no direction, and little motivation. What happened? What caused this? Did i make a subconscious decision to fail in life, or am i just waiting for something more to stimulate my mind. Clearly education doesnt do it for me, not that i am stupid, I just cant pin point an interest. There is nothing I fear more than beig lost in everything, having no direction, and ending up someplace i dont want to be. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?????