La Pequina

First Step to Annonymity

Today I am starting fresh with bold action and little words. I deleted my Facebook, It was a distraction and a social crutch. I am going back to the gym to exercise regularly, I am focused on whats important, school and family, nothing more nothing less. I am back to being me. I realized that my lack of control is a reflection of a lack of control in my social group and community. I AM TAKING BACK WHAT IS MINE. I seek no popularity, no validation, and no person to push me in a different direction. What is popular is not always right, What is right is not always popular. This thought is my new anthem.

No direction

Even though all of us go through a period of life when we haven' the slightest clue what we are doing. I seem to have been in an extended version limbo, with no guidance, no direction, and little motivation. What happened? What caused this? Did i make a subconscious decision to fail in life, or am i just waiting for something more to stimulate my mind. Clearly education doesnt do it for me, not that i am stupid, I just cant pin point an interest. There is nothing I fear more than beig lost in everything, having no direction, and ending up someplace i dont want to be. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?????